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About Me

Jasmine Loo
17 years old
10 April 1990
Penang,
Malaysia
Aries

Friends :)

Deborah
Christopher
Prashant
Derk Wen
Joey
Joe
Jamie
Shi Yee
Elysia
Zhi Yang
Soony
Ye qi
Danny
Yvonce
Janice

A giant bear hug

Awarded by hiaoist to Jass
Chat!




links

Yvonce
Deborah
Prashant
Rocky
SzeYee
Yolanda
Isaac
Natasha
Vivian
Gmail
Trinity
Blogger
Ctss 06


Favourite Books...

One Child
Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban
The Mediator Series

Thursday, August 14, 2008
8:26 PM


感谢我不可以 住进你的眼睛 所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾 用来牢牢记住 不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以 拥抱你的背影 所以才能变成你的背影
多在安静角落 不用你回头看 不用在意

林宥嘉却没说,当不成背影了该怎么办。 把对自己最重要的放了还能怎样。魂丢了一大半,最后还能不能安然无恙。

大概,他也不知道吧。


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Friday, June 13, 2008
3:44 PM


last friday i did my eap presentation and drama monologue exam. kinda difficult to switch from being 'professional' and serious to being a punky lunatic guy (for my drama). Got all my costumes and stuff together with me, so that i could change after my eap presentation. I'd like to thank Michele here for doing my eye make-up. Ernie (my drama teacher) said your skills are amazing. I think u're amazing, too :) And thank you, Mun Yen, for lending me your wonderful cap. I think it's the most important thing in making me look like a punk. :D Anyway, the eap presentation went better than i'd expected. Here's the thing about not holding any notes when presenting. With or without notes, we're almost definitely gonna forget what to say at some point of our presentation. When we have the notes in our hands, we tend to look at our notes once we forget. when we cant find the point that follows up what we're saying, we panic and we search the notes through like a maniac. When we have nothing in our hands, we have no choice but to trust ourselves when we forget what we're supposed to say. chances are, we can resume our presentation faster than looking through the notes. so guys, i dont have a photographic memory or whatever u guys call it. i was simply tricking myself to do better. haha. as for drama, well, i wouldnt say that that was my best performance - the tears just wouldn't come that day. perhaps the emotion was not as strong anymore, after so many practices.

but anyway, the thing is....

I've got ten outta ten! YAY!!! i nearly jumped outta my chair when Ernie told me, "Danny and I thought that your performance was terrific. Good job, Jass."

One of the things that i really like about acting is that i can be in someone else's shoes. I can feel feelings that i might never be able to feel in my life, as Jass. That day, i cried because i could feel how the boy felt about home. The tears sprang into my eyes because of the boy, not Jass. that... is empathy.


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Friday, May 30, 2008
9:01 AM


finally!! HOI is OVER!! itz virtually became 'history' now - well, at least for term 2 anyway. I have handed it in yesterday! It's actually due today before 5pm but i thought i wouldnt really wanna hand it in on the same day with all 500+ students of trinity, assuming that it'll be quite a scene at FSC 18 today. i still remember the helpless feeling when i got so confused with the way the Lex Agraria works. All the endless researches that held me up late into the night, all the 'complains' of my eyes when i had read nearly a hundred pages of information in font 7 or something.

Now...ladies and gentlemen...finally...

I DONT HAVE TO STAY UP LATE FOR HOI ANYMORE!!! :D

except that from today onwards, i might have to stay up late for the literature essay. of all days, they picked today to release the topic of our lit essay, exactly half an hour after the hoi essay is due. Exam's in around 3 weeks time! studying in trinity is really more challenging than that in my imagination. but still, itz fun - well, most of the time anyway. :D

Anyway, my friends, letz celebrate! if anything is worth celebrating, this certainly is in the list. ;)


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Sunday, May 18, 2008
5:55 PM


These few weeks have been really, really crazy. haha. first comes hoi and...well, everything else that follows. but i have to say, although the hoi essay nearly drove me crazy at first, i kind of like it as time passes by. it's like...giving me a chance to put my thoughts and ideas into words (something im not very good at)

Quite a number of strange things happened ever since i came to Melb. a really big part of me has changed and i still need some time to get to know the new me. there'd been quite a few times when i surprised myself with how i felt about some stuff and how i responded to it.

Anyway, i cleaned my room today!!! quite thoroughly...hehe... haven't done that in ages. hopefully itz gonna stay this way for at least 2days. ^^

well, this busy busy + crazy crazy life makes me miss roller coasters a lot!! i wish trinity would approve of us going for skydiving. the girl really needs some excitement here! haha


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Tuesday, April 15, 2008
3:12 PM


Maureen (my psychology lecturer) shared quite a touching story with us today, when she was talking about the Alzheimer's disease. She had a client, a 95 year old lady, with Alzheimers. She was apparently, incapable of living without medical care, so her husband had to let her stay at the hospital. Everyday, this cute old man would put on his suit and visit her in the hospital, with a little flower in hand. The disease got worse as time passed by and she could not recognize her husband at all. Each day he went in to have her screaming all kinds of things: Rapist, burglar, etc. Then one day Maureen talk to this little guy. He told her that they'd been married since they were 16 or so. And that it really hurt when the love of your life couldn't remember who u are. Yet he still visited his wife everyday, no exceptions. The disease took the old lady away one day.

On my way back to CMC i recalled watching a very young couple walking on the streets one day. They were what...barely 13? i guess so. Both looked equally excited on their date. When they walked, the girl had her hand on the boy's back and the boy had his on her waist. I wouldn't say that they looked comfortable walking like that. When they crossed the street, they looked like they're on a three-legged race. It's really cute, watching them. Eventually they gave up and walked as normal. finally both looked comfortable and at ease.

These are 2 very different stories, i don't see any links between them. nor do i know why one reminds me of another. it just did.

"There are 2 main reasons why 2 people get together - It's either they have found the love of their lives or they get a partner for the sake of getting a partner. The 2 purposes often create vastly different outcomes."
- Jass
Just a little thought to share with you guys. Don't ask me what's that gotta do with the stories. Cos it just suddenly popped up in my mind. haha :P


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Monday, April 14, 2008
7:38 PM






these are pictures taken from the window of my room. The colour and shape of the clouds change every now and then. within 5 seconds, it's another different pattern. what i dont really understand it, the sky is reddish at night, every night, in fact. i find this really funny. Anyone has any idea?



Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Sunday, April 13, 2008
2:59 PM


Thanks for sending me this song... I want you to know that, i know... Thank you, for everything. =)

My Wish
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you wanna go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And always give more than you take.
But More than anything, yeah, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. Yeah.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Friday, April 11, 2008
8:58 AM


where should i start about my 18 birthday..? well i pampered myself by going to watch step up 2: The Streets on Tuesday (It's cheaper to watch movies on Tuesdays here) with Derk Wen. The movie was fab and it had been a very nice day. We went to Albert House to take a peep at his room (and gosh, u wouldn't wanna know what i found out there: his room is so much neater than mine) then sorta took a stroll at the Carlton Gardens and we talked.

Dad sent me my birthday present on Wednesday morning via e-mail. He drew me this really beautiful card and scanned the front cover onto the pc and sent it to me. He must have took hours to have completed it. This is the first birthday that they're not around to celebrate it with me. I know how they must have felt. I wanna thank mum and dad here, for bringing me to this colourful world. And please dont worry, i promise i will be brave. Am i nothing but? hahaha. I know that they bought Lam Mee to celebrate with me too, yesterday. thatz very sweet, mum, dad. =)

Then on Wednesday night, i tried to surprise the guys (i dont literally mean just the guys, but u get what i mean) by cooking blueberry pancakes. I wouldn't say it was much of a success at first, in the sense of the appearance. And Xin Ying was the first one who tasted it because she wanted to go to bed early. Luckily, Natasha has had some experience in making crepes and she taught me the right way to do it and borrowed me her pan, which is more suitable for cooking pancakes. Everyone gathered i the kitchen after that and we had a really good time decorating the pancakes with choc sauce and moose and strawberries. Everyone was having fun. Isaac licked his plate clean afterwards. hahaha. Then Isaac and Wei Tong demonstrated how much they could suck their stomachs in. Trust me, you wouldnt wanna know how far they can go. haha. Then they tried to carry each other and all of us had a good laugh. I was really relieved that everyone has enough sense than to try to carry me :P if your get what i mean.

On Thursday morning i was really bored so not gonna go into that. Anyway, I had some real fun at the gym at Bourke Street at the evening. My arms ache now. hahaha. And i joined the guys in watching Prison Break after i'm home and everything. At their first 'snack break' someone brought in the choc donuts and double choc cake. (That's what we usually do, u know, get snacks to share while watching a movie) Then all of a sudden Isaac and Nic came in with this super duper delicious choc mud cake and choc muffins, with loads and loads of beautifully lit candles (18, now that i've counted them). And everyone started singing the Happy Birthday song. For a split second i was a bit confused at whose birthday we are actually celebrating. Then i realised it was me. I really was, and still am, touched. This is like the most chocolaty birthday i've ever had. Choc mud cake (the birthday cake), choc donuts, choc muffins, choc swiss roll, double choc chip cake. I hugged everyone cos i really didnt know what to say except 'Thank you's. We took lots of picture of everyone and of course, the choc products laid in front of us before we started to get big helpings of everything. It was really a great night. Prison Break was as good as ever too.

And finally, to Prash: It's been a year since u've designed this blog for me. Thanks for keeping the 17 year old me in this blog, always. When i turn 40 or something (and start having wrinkles), i think i will tell everyone that at least, im still 17, in this very blog. =) you are a great friend and i want you to know that. Deb too, thanks for remembering :)

Love,
Jass


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Friday, April 4, 2008
9:17 AM



All 9 of us went to Hoyts to watch Never Back Down on Tuesday. This is the biggest group i've ever been in, haha. Anyway, we had quite a nice dinner at the Dessert House, thanks to Wei Yuet, who had brought us there.


Sometimes it feels really nice, when u get the chance to do what u want to, instead of what u have to. It's even nicer to have felt warmth radiating from the friends around you when the cold wind brushes your face. It feels good to walk with 8 other people on the streets at midnight, looking for gelato.


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Thursday, March 27, 2008
7:22 AM


Something....is very, and i mean VERY, wrong with the Melbourne weather. last week, it was still so hot i wanted to die, and last night. i couldnt sleep well coz i was, and still am, freezing. once it has started raining, it wont stop!!! the temperature drops to like 8 degree celcius or something all of a sudden. and i have to turn on the god damn heater, which gives a smell of burning plastic. So i have to choose between freezing myself to death or poisoning myself. and i can't adjust the degree of the heater. it's stucked at 8. so within like an hour or so, if i am still alive, i might be cooked if i dont switch it off. I wonder where the hell i can get charcoal over here. i have to do something. this very room is my home now, i cant just let it turn into an ice palace. i have to get some charcoal to get rid of the smell within today...Nevermind, i can do it. it's just the weather. and the heater.


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Wednesday, March 26, 2008
5:19 PM


YAY! my first term exams are now over. I'd say they're not too bad. i know, surprising right? i rarely say 'not too bad' for maths. but really, i think they're ok - not too difficult and not too easy. but well, letz just hope that the results will be compatible with my feelings :P Nat and the others are still having their exams though, theirs last until friday. tough luck, mates. anyway, all to best to your guys! The people under the april accelerated programme had their first day of orientation today. Wei Yuet said that they're gonna join us in our classes later, probably after our first term break. so by accelerated, they actually mean shortening the 3 weeks in the first term to 2 weeks.
Had quite a nice time at the gym today. After im done, i walked out of the Melbourne Central. thatz when everything went wrong. The rain was pouring down heavily. usually i'd whoop with joy. but then it rained in the morning, so i used my umbrella...and dumped it in my room. I think this would be my fastest record yet. i walked so fast i nearly slipped and fell flat on my face. i balanced myself in time, of course. but by the time i reached cmc, i was really quite wet. it had been a 12 minute walk anyway. but then thinking back, this is the first time i really walked in the rain without any shelter. back at home, if it rains, a phone call would have done the job. nevermind, itz time to be independant. =) oh ya!! i cooked a really simple but nice dish today. guess what it is!~ :P


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Friday, March 21, 2008
8:02 AM


woken up by some freaking smses sent by the phone company this morning. but looking up into the sky, i smiled. It is again, another nice day ahead. thinking of last night made me grin even wider. It was such a fun night!!! Although the dinner part didnt go so well, we've had such fun when we went out for gelato. Isaac and Nicholas (the 2 'cute' boys) tried to remove their jacket simply because i wasn't wearing one. hahaha, they didnt even know i greased my arms until natasha kindly informed them. I had a good laugh though, really - not trying to be mean, if u've seen them, u'll be hugging your stomach and laugh. Then i heard Nic saying something like...now who's wearing shorts? hhahahha. guys. lolx. When we walked back Isaac commented that he enjoyed the freeeeeezing sensation (shivering while saying it) when he heard Natasha saying that she had really enjoyed the night out. When we got back, Isaac and Natasha showed all of us some really funny Indian songs with english subtitles on youtube. Wei Tong and Wei Yuet joined in not long afterwards. I think our laughter would have sent off the alarm if it worked by sensing volume of voices. hahhaha. Then we spent a good one and a half hours or so in Xin Ying's room chatting and laughing our head off at jokes that i cant remember anymore. Siu Yuin and Nic, the love birds, headed back to their respective rooms quite early. and Isaac sat in his room doing god knows what while his sis and us were in XY's room. you guys have missed the fun!! I really didnt realise Wei Yuet and Wei Tong are such humourous (to such extent!) until last night. Wei Tong and Nat even caught my after-bath 'hairstyle' after we finished chatting last night. Dont u dare laugh, Wei Tong! lolx...I'm really happy i've known you guys. :D


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Thursday, March 20, 2008
12:29 PM


At the first week of summer, u get all excited and thought, "hey, this is just the perfect weather to get a nice tan!"

At the second week, you start to bite your lower lip and try to take it easy.

At the third week, you secretly pray for more patience.

At the fourth week, you simply wanna die.



Well, now autumn has started to show itz true colours. Finally it's now cooler in Australia. Life's as busy as usual, which, might also be a good thing, if you really think about it. Finished my solo mime last friday, got a 9.5 out of 10. Was really quite happy, although it was only a pratice test. Then finished my psychology presentation on Tuesday. Was quite satisfied with it too, although i dont think it can be considered as one of my best presentations made. Finished my bio presentation yesterday, which i think was really quite good. and now i'm exhausted. Think i'll rest for 2 days before i start studying for next week's exam. lol...i'd better stop here before i start whining hahahha. but alll in all, itz been quite a great week, challenging, haha.


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Saturday, March 15, 2008
9:19 AM


On wednesday, The SPM results were announced. There were tears of joy, tears of disappointment and shouts of excitement. Whatever your reaction was, i suppose most people will have the same feeling: It's all over now.

Frankly, i didnt really think about it before it was announced; instead i was focusing on my bio assessment. i had no expectations, no predictions, nothing - nada. so when dad smsed me to tell me my results, i was like, "whoa, can anyone tell me im really seeing what im seeing?" i totally didnt expect i'll get what i got, especially for history. Suddenly i felt bad for those who really worked hard for sejarah. My parents, on the other hand, was overwhelmed with joy. when i realised how happy they truly were, the extent of their excitement, my adrenaline level boosted up too, suddenly i was happy too. but honestly, that day i was too tired to really show my happiness on my face. I really was, am, happy that i'd made my parents so happy.

But i really dont think that SPM means at all that much. It has given my high school life a quite beautiful ending, alright. But i dont think that it means everything. Even if one didnt score that well in the exams, or didnt appear on the paper, doesn't mean that they've met with failure. The true failure only fits for those who dared not try. Those who have done their best, i will bow to you if i could now to show my respect and admiration for you. :) It takes a lot of courage to really put in your best effort in something.


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Friday, March 7, 2008
8:33 PM





尽在不言中






Happy 17th Birthday! :)










lolx....if u're wanna know whether Jass can cook, look at the picz :P i'm not saying that i rock or something, lolx, but at least....finally....JASS CAN COOK ...!!



....simpler dishes :P


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Wednesday, March 5, 2008
5:23 PM


when i was still in my mum's arms, my dad had to sing to me to get me sleep most of the time. I wouldn't go to sleep when he didn't sing Baa Baa Black Sheep. So i looked up on a lil bit of the background history of that song. =) Hope u'll enjoy it.


Baa Baa Black Sheep Rhyme
"Baa, baa black sheep" Nursery Rhyme History
Educational reasons for the poem "Baa, baa black sheep"poemThe reason to the words and history to this song were to associate wool and wool products with the animal that produces it, not to mention the sound that a sheep would make! The first grasp of language for a child or baby is to imitate the sounds or noises that animals make - onomatopoeia (words sound like their meaning e.g. baa baa in "Baa, baa black sheep"). In some of the earlier versions of "Baa, baa black sheep" the title is actually given as "Ba, ba black sheep" - it is difficult to spell sounds!
The History and Origins of Baa Baa Black Sheep Nursery RhymeThe wool industry was critical to the country's economy from the Middle Ages until the nineteenth century so it is therefore not surprising that it is celebrated in the Baa Baa Black Sheep Nursery Rhyme. An historical connection for this rhyme has been suggested - a political satire said to refer to the Plantagenet King Edward I (the Master) and the the export tax imposed in Britain in 1275 in which the English Customs Statute authorised the king to collect a tax on all exports of wool in every port in the country.
But our further research indicates another possible connection of this Nursery rhyme to English history relating to King Edward II (1307-1327). The best wool in Europe was produced in England but the cloth workers from Flanders, Bruges and Lille were better skilled in the complex finishing trades such as dying and fulling (cleansing, shrinking, and thickening the cloth). King Edward II encouraged Flemmish weavers and cloth dyers to improve the quality of the final English products.

Words and MusicThe earliest publication date for the "Baa, baa black sheep" rhyme or poem is dated 1744. Music was first published for "Baa, baa black sheep" was in the early nineteenth century making it into a song for children.

Baa baa black sheep, have you any wool?
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full!
One for the master, one for the dame,
And one for the little boy who lives down the lane.
This is for u, dad. =)
Of course, there'll be something for mum too... Love you guys!!
Love
Yan Yan


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Tuesday, March 4, 2008
5:02 PM


If i were still at Penang, no way would i touch any types of raw meat - no, over my dead body. but now that i'm on my own i guess i really have to start cooking. i tried frying fish just now. it was quite a success from the appearance department, the taste's not too bad, but something is just missing. i cant fry a fish like dad. Now i know how much it means to be having meals cooked by dad or mum. I had taken things for granted back then. The fish had really fooled me around. The skin looked so soft, in fact it LOOKED so soft that itz as if you could tear it apart if u want to. Luckily i had enough sense to cut it with a knife; but it wasn't easy. it wouldn't give way until i had tried for the hundredth time. massaging the fish with starch powder wasn't an easy job too. it just feels...gross. i mean, itz still meat. then comes the grilling part, lolx. the oil was spurting around - and i kept jumping when it got onto my arms and face. lolx.

This is the 3rd day i'm actually cooking by myself (well, i cooked together with my friend, but u know what i mean). It feels a bit odd really, whenever i walk into the kitchen, a part of me always expect that dad will be standing by the stove cooking whatever it is; whenever i walk into the laundry room, i'd be expecting to see my standing there, waiting for me to do our laundry together. When i walk into my room i'd be hoping there'll be someone to say hi to (lolx in my case, i cant literally wish for that coz i'll be freaked out if i ever find someone in my room all of a sudden, but then again, u know what i mean). School work is starting to double up and our first exam's 3 weeks away from now. it'll be a crazy year, i suppose. but sometimes challenges are good. =)

Jass


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Thursday, February 28, 2008
7:15 PM


A melting Jass has turned into a freezing Jass over the past few days. The wind has decided to joke about with us and blow with full force when u dont have your jacket on, and rest when u have finally decided to put on your jacket. =.= well well well....our first lectures have started. Basically they're quite interesting, especially psychology. touched a few 'fascinating' topics today. I'd say my worst is Maths. you know how i am when it comes to maths. the lecturer gave us heaps of homework - a great way to greet us on the first lecture. if i'd not attended the core maths class before coming, i'd just die straight away. luckily i'm still alive right now. :D Classes will commence tomorrow. By the end of our lessons, there'll be a special treat for us - the Bush Dance!! it was great fun the last time i went. i still remember the way prash jumped. hehehe...itz so cute. Anyway, tomorrow will be another day to look forward to, even though it'll be a very busy day...oh ya dad's gonna cook tom yam bee hoon tomorrow!! YUM!! ( they cooked unbelievably delicious meals for me during their period of stay at melbourne, i'm gonna loss a lot of weight when they go back the day after tomorrow T.T )

J


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Tuesday, February 19, 2008
6:31 PM


The weather's today is as hot as any other days that i'd been here. :P So if u see a melting Jass when u talk to me over the webcam, don't be too surprised. Had our trial literature lecture today. I myself am surprised for saying this, but literature at trinity is sorta fun, most probably because of our dear lecturer - Mr Glen Jennings. He's so humourous and always seems to have ways to keep us awake. I am lucky enough to have seen a different side of literature, the side that contradicts to the stereotype i had for literature.

Anyway, i signed up for the membership at the fitness first yesterday. Can't wait to get back to the gym!!! i hope i haven't lost my touch :P Got to know a really nice friend yesterday. Yolanda - from Taiwan - speaks chinese in a really wonderful accent!!! So i hanged out with andrew and yolanda for these 2 days...they're really great people. I hope i can meet up with cheryl soon - can't wait to give her her present. :D

Love,
Jass


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Sunday, February 17, 2008
7:14 PM


This is my first blog entry after i left home. To all my friends and family, i'm sorry i didnt update my blog once my internet server is activated as promised - i was having a lil problem accessing my blog earlier. well...where shall i start?

Melbourne is currently being showered with ample sunshine almost everyday, although it rained during the first day of orientation (:P). This is a place where one can start her life anew; the place where i started getting used to reading evil-looking maps; a place where i can meet new people from backgrounds and cultures that are not quite like mine. CMC (the hostel i'm staying in) is where i live on my own, do my own laundry, cook my own food (one day, hopefully :P) and oh, itz where i started using a shared bathroom. College life doesnt feel anything like how it was during the summer school - it's sooo much busier - but it still gives me the much-needed sense of independence and self-reliance.

Everything - from room keys to documents - will become my own responsibility from now on. If i lose my way, i'll have to tell myself that things aren't as bad and all that i have to do is ask anyone around politely; If i falter, i'll have to be my own cheerleader and stand up on both my feet again. I guess from some point you might be able to see why this thrills me - I am finally getting a chance to really grow up. i know, things wont always go as i said but i will always try my very best to become the strong person i wanna be. =)

One thing that i didnt expect was - things are really expensive over here. i mean, i know they're expensive, but i didnt expect them to be SO expensive. i know i shouldn't b converting the price to ringgit too much, but i just couldn't help it. i felt like i wanna scream when i saw that a tube of toothpaste cost like thirty over ringgit. i didnt, of course - not literally, but u get what i mean. Letz just hope that the prices will drop :P

I guess i'll stop here for today. Hope you guys are well and as happy as you could be. =) bye for now.

Love,
Jass


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Monday, January 28, 2008
2:25 PM


[IF]

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

--Rudyard Kipling

I really liked this poem when i was in high school (though i hate literature). It tells us all about life, it tells us to hold on when we feel tired.

只有勇往直前的精神, 没有打退堂鼓的道理


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Friday, January 25, 2008
10:52 PM



Her Name is Grace
Xiamen, China.
It's amazing, how much one can give for their loved ones. There's someone, who would travel across the lands and seas to be in a different country, experience a total different culture, just to be with someone she loves. This post is dedicated to my bravest sister, Grace. May the force be with you. =)

Love,
Yan Yan


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Monday, January 21, 2008
7:04 PM


suddenly recalled the first time i really went for high jump in high school. haha. it happened when i was in Form 1, and i had no choice but to do it. No one from my class would go first, no matter what our PE teacher said. i was really afraid back then, i wouldn't say that i was so much of an athlete. But i did it anyway. coz when i stepped into high school i told myself, that i mustn't keep myself from trying just because i was afraid, that i cannot back off when i see difficulties lying ahead of me. this old piece of memory, gives me some renewed strength which i needed. I'm back.

J


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Monday, January 7, 2008
5:52 PM


Elysia asked me if i've started packing when we chatted online yesterday. She has reached london...she's a step closer to her dream. I told her that i do not know how to start packing. I still seem to need everything...after all, i still have a month ahead of me. but then she said..try to start by packing those that u'll only need in Aussie. And i realised with a pang that, i really gotta start packing. My room's nothing but a mess. haha...can't leave the mess to my mum, can i?

So i started packing today. I thought i'd really enjoy packing. i looked forward to it so much. dont get me wrong - i still do. it's just that itz not really like what i'd expected. i feel... a little disappointed when i found that there are things...that one cannot pack into a suitcase. As i removed my clothes from their hangers, one by one, i feel that i am slightly further from home. My room, my bed, our tv, my study, this very office chair i am sitting on right now - I can't bring them along with me on my way towards my dreams. And what about the people? There's a video clip on elysia's blog. the clip showing us buddies singing together in red box.

itz a fact, hard as steel, that there are a number of things, people that i need to leave. but here, i promise - i'll bring along the great memories we shared together, close to me. Oh, things will change, i never doubt that. but i'll "preserve" the great times we had with all my heart. Years later, if i ever see any of u, my old friends, again, i'll say hi.

To my family and all my friends ,
I'm so grateful that we met each other and became friends. It's the best thing that has ever happened in my life. Thanks for everything that you've given to me. I love all of you. Take care, and all the best. =)

Love,
Jass

p.s.: for those who are leaving your home, just like me, do allow yourself to cry a little. But don't let that kinda mood linger for more than 5 minutes - it's unhealthy. Stepping into the future is just the most challenging thing to do in life. Are u ready? ;)



Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Friday, January 4, 2008
9:04 PM


I've got myself a new hair cut today!! hahaha...Now i look like someone who has walked out of the star wars movie, seriously. Dad thought that i look like one of those characters in star track, whatever that is...guess itz too old for me to know...hahaha. Deb said that i look more feminine in this new hair cut. i guess i still need some time to get used to me being 'feminine'. haha, i know, lame joke. So far no one has thought that i look silly...yet. will see how it goes...not that i'll care, hehe. :P lolx...i won't post my picture here, if u wanna know how i look like now, u can invite me for lunch or dinner. :P

lovey-dovey,
Jass


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Thursday, January 3, 2008
11:27 PM


I'd watched Pride and Prejudice, a movie from the novel written by Jane Austen ages ago. Frankly, the movie didn't impress me that much. Today, i watched a movie, closely connected to Jane Austen - Becoming Jane. And now...now i know whatz love. What life has taught me, what Deb has told me, what the movie reflects, came to the same conclusion. A big part of love, is about sacrifice. When you love someone, really love someone, sometimes u just gotta bite your lip and turn away, if your love causes unwanted threats to be aimed at the person you love. When u walk away from him, you'll feel like u're being pulled away from gravity...and the air around you goes thinner and thinner, the world spins around involuntarily; but you've gotta keep it from collapsing, cause u can't let him know what damage it has caused to your world, just because of his absence. Of course, love has so many sides...like the wonderful aspects that deb has shared with me.

Well, Deb, this is different from your version, i know, haha...What i meant was that we both agree that a part of love is about sacrifice. And Deb, thanks for telling me your views about love. No, i did not really ponder on this matter, just wanted to listen to different views about love which, to me, is such a wonderful thing. Different people sees love in different ways, i guess.

There's a quote in Meg Cabot's work - The Mediator - which i really like. It says: If you love something, set it free. If it was meant to be, it'll come back to you. I like it because it keeps you from turning love into a form of obsession subconsciously.

Loving true love,
Jass


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Saturday, December 22, 2007
10:54 PM


If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.


Happy 17th Birthday! :)




Read a hell lot of blog entries that - maybe - i was supposed to have read 2 years ago. I have never came across anyone who was so DEADLY desperate for romantic relationships. Well i have to say that, to publish malicious blog entries to take revenge against someone who's unable to return your affection is just so..immature. Anyway, the whole point of publishing this post is not return the favour - the whole thing's just so last summer.

What i really wanna do is...Can anyone tell me: What is love, to you?
To me, love is something that sets your heart free, make you sing, or even spread this silly, but wonderful smile wide across your face. At least, that was what i thought when i was a kid. It shouldn't be something that causes hatred to boil within you when things don't go your way.. But as I grow up, my perception of love grows hazy..Especially when i witness all those things that people do when love turns into hate.

So to those who visit my blog, if you have something to say about love - or unrequited love - feel free to post your comment in my CBox. Of course, if u'd prefer to tell me your views in private, u can send an e-mail to stardust.10@hotmail.com. =)

Love, love, love,
Jass


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Thursday, December 20, 2007
12:06 AM


Went for dinner with an old friend today. Had quite a wonderful night...The weird thing was what he said to me before he went home...He told me that by the time i had finished my tertiary studies, i would have forgotten him. I thought i must have heard wrongly at first. When i had recovered from shock, i managed to stammer out my thoughts. "why on earth would i forget u? I'm still coming back once a year!" i went. He just smiled and shook his head.

Frankly, i have been feeling that no one might really remember me when i come back from aussie... but why would i wanna forget my friends? Did he feel that way because i tend to let him make most of the decisions whenever we hang out together? Does he feel that i don't really value our friendship because of that? Well...i do not know...

All the while i have felt that i'm truly lucky, because i have friends who have stayed with me through thick and thin. There's eth., who would chat with me for hours, before our exams, just to calm me down and tell me that everything's gonna be alright. i cant say how much i appreciate our friendship, eth., no other person in the world - well, at least for the time being - have spent so much time and energy, to help me out and to support me, except my parents, of course.

Then of course, there's J. Ming, my dear old friend. why would u ever think that i'll be forgetting u?? thatz really silly! we've known each other since standard 2 and although we don't talk all day and night but i really like you for who you are. you're always true to your friends and you've never turned your back when help is needed. You know what, u've gotta BELIEVE that you're simply special!!

Prash and Deb - You guys had given me the best moments of my life while we were at the CTSS. I just love this blog. Whenever i post an entry, i'll think of you, prash. And the necklaces you guys gave me..they're my treasures! :D

There are so many more friends, who have been angels in my life. I'll keep all the happy memories close to my heart. Before i turn in, i wanna say THANK YOU to all my friends, i'm thankful that i've known you. You'll always be on my mind.



Love,
Jass


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Monday, December 17, 2007
8:28 PM


Bought a pair of heels today. These are exactly what i need now - a pair of walking shoes and a pair of heels. I'm all set for my adventure, for the new chapter of my life.

Walking shoes
Perseverance, determination, confidence, courage, faith.

Heels
Wit, love, humour, replenishment + a lil bit of fantasy :P



You may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing we call "failure" is not the falling down, but the staying down.
-Mary Pickford


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Friday, December 14, 2007
10:33 PM


I'm really happy today! I met Dan when Jan and I were buying movie tickets at gsc. He told me that he's scored 95 marks for his Data & Communications (if i'm not mistaken). And u know what? He'd finished the paper in 15 minutes and still he had got such a score! I've always known that he's brilliant. with extra effort, he can do anything at all. No problem. :D Gambateh, Dan!!


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Thursday, December 13, 2007
9:48 PM


I am not an actor, so i do not have to collect all sorts of memories in order to create the emotion the director wants instantly. The bad memories in my life had made me grow, so i've gotta sweep them away, as far as possible. Shizu, thanks for chatting with me tonight. I feel that i am at peace now. There is no reason to be unhappy, just because someone lets you down, or whatever. I mean, it's just NORMAL, this is life - things don't always go your way and even when they do, you might not feel satisfied. The question is: Can I just let it go and move on

I know that i can do it, i don't care how long it'll take to move on, i just believe that i can make tomorrow a better day, by being happier each day. I can't stop what's going to happen, but i can change the way my mind works.

So smile! =)

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
12:32 PM


Imagine waking up one day and find your bedroom flooded. That was what that had happened to me. It was all because of the stupid water pipe. How dare it burst in the middle of the night. That's not even close to the worst part of the whole thing. Only when i opened my door had i found that almost every part of my house is flooded. How ridiculous, I live on the 21st floor, for heaven's sake.
We'd spent the better part of the morning on our hands and knees, trying - desperately, i'd like to add - to get rid of the water, which, by the time we found out, had seeped deep into our wooden floor. The water didn't take long to prove it's power. Within hours, my dear old wooden floor which has served us for nearly a decade was totally damaged. We couldn't walk across the living room until we had removed a good part of the wooden planks. for 7 hours that day, my knees had been on the floor. my shoulders never ached so much in my life. I thanked god silently that i have been working out all year; otherwise, my hands might have been detached from my shoulders and my calf would have turned into jelly. There had been so many times when i really wanna give up and let the water destroy the rest of my house. But i sweeped that thought from my mind as fast as i could and worked harder. How could i just leave the mess to my parents? I really should be the one who's gonna clear up the mess. When I saw them doing their very best to improve the situation, I could feel the pain prickling my heart. Whenever i step out of my room and look around, I couldn't help but wonder, is this really my apartment?

I hoped thatz the end of it but apparently itz not. This morning, i was once again, awaken from my sleep in the middle of the night. my aunt, who was on her way to the airport, met with an accident. Luckily she was not hurt, but her niece who was supposed to drive her to the airport, was dumbstrucked. She called us, horrified and soaked, thanks to the rain. Mum asked her to call for the ambulance immediately. Her brother-in-law rushed to where she was and sent her to the airport. Fortunately she made it there on time.

Now, everyone in the house is exhausted. Sometimes we're too lazy even to speak. I think nothing could be worse than what that had happened to us this week...at least, i hoped so.


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Saturday, November 24, 2007
10:54 PM


we've just decorated our Christmas tree, my cousin and I. The entire process was filled with laughter, thanks to Jen... =) For a moment, I had really forgotten that I'm still in the middle of my SPMs.

Christmas has never failed to warm my heart...All the lights, the Christmas chorals, the Christmas trees, the wide smiles on people's faces...it IS a magical season. Even the air is filled with merriment. it makes me think that perhaps I'm not so much of a loner after all...!

On my way to gurney plaza today, a child was blowing bubbles in my way...made me feel like it is Christmas already...the enormous Christmas tree which greeted me before gurney plaza brought my mood up a few notches too. I felt so happy all day long without really any reason. Happiness can be actually as simple as this. This'll be my last Christmas in Penang, i guess...It's a shame that I won't be home on Christmas day, though. Wishing you a merry merry Christmas!

You better watch out
You better not cry
You better not pout
I'm telling you why
Santa Claus is coming to town......


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Tuesday, November 20, 2007
8:32 PM


I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[1]
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[Repeat 1]

Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh

If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[Repeat 1]

Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can fly
I can fly
I can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can fly

With or without the everlasting arms, i still believe that i can fly. =) i can do it... I'm on my way. XD

因为相信,所以一心一意; 因为相信,所以全心全意。


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Friday, November 16, 2007
12:16 PM


今天是我第一次用华文写网制。XD

最近都在下雨, 晒过的衣服总是有一种怪怪的味道. 我这时才发觉, 原来我之前那些衣服那股淡淡的香味是什么味道.

是阳光的味道.

我是一个即喜欢雨天, 又喜欢阳光普照的日子的女生. 所以说, 我真的很喜欢夏天, 那有雨水又有阳光的季节. 最近,我"认识"了一个真的很像夏天的人 - 汪东城. 从来就不曾试过如此欣赏一位艺人. 他...很特别. 虽然不曾与他近距离接触, 但他已带了许多欢乐给我. 每次看他的电视剧, 我都会笑得好开心. 我知道, 如此阳光的他, 背后有许多需要他很坚强的事情, 但这也是我欣赏他的原因. 他的坚持, 他的勇气, 对我来说, 是他真正的魅力. 原本以为他也只是小孩子气的家伙, 可我最近发现, 其实他的思想还蛮成熟的耶! 所以, 从此, 他就成了我其中一个学习的对象. 而我, 也在聚集着勇气, 迈向等待着我的未来. 多少掌声, 多么辉煌的成绩, 都不如从心发出来的光芒.



Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Thursday, November 8, 2007
1:45 PM


since I've said that simplicity is one of the remedies for happiness, then u might wonder, what else? (or u might not, of course). anyway, i gonna tell u that freedom is my second ingredient for happiness.

I've been seeking freedom almost since the day i had learned the word. well...itz strange, isn't it? my mum and dad do give me a lot more freedom than any other Asian mums and dads. so why don't i feel FREE? the answer to this question is... you gotta free yourself to get the freedom you are longing for. the freedom that is given by others will make u happy for that instant; but the freedom that comes from your heart makes you happy all your life.

The real freedom is about letting go...letting go of your past, your sorrows and woes, your worries and all the garbage in your life. it's no doubt an arduous task, but it's worth your while when you can finally taste...the tang of freedom.

Love,
Jass

i really like what Andrew had said: It's a long road to a longer road.
Thatz life.


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Sunday, November 4, 2007
12:42 PM


no more tuitions on sunday morning. i no longer have to wake up early in the morning, tidy up my study, switch on the air cond. this morning i had been waiting for miss yeoh's call subconsciously, waiting for her to call to say that something came up unexpectedly and she couldn't come for this week. that was what she would do when she was still giving me tuitions. she had never failed to give me a call if she couldn't come. well, i came to realise that she's the first person that i missed since i had received trinity's offer letter.

List of things that i'm going to miss when i leave:
1. Mum and Dad
2. Miss Yeoh
3. My room
4. Deb and Prash
5. Some of my friends from Penang
6. Char Koey Teow and Hokkien Mee


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Monday, October 22, 2007
8:34 PM


watched a clip showing how the Palestinians had striven to survive today. A girl in her early teens gave the most heart-breaking cry after she had lost her family...hundreds of filthy-looking children, waiting to be treated at the medical centre, with tears streaming down their chubby faces...Their pain is immeasurable, both physically and mentally.

it has made me realised, that to some people, we are truly living in heaven. We, who have - thankfully - never been in the middle of a war, never been in such a helpless, hopeless situation. We've wasted so much time complaining about our 'miserable' lives, but we've done nothing at all for those who are crying out for help...Some of us spend so much of our precious time thinking about what we want for dinner, what we're going to wear to a certain occasion...but it's never occurred to us that some people out there are being starved to death.

you know what...? if you're feeling miserable at this moment, the best way out is to focus on those who desperately needed a hand, instead of yourself...do your best to help them, and you'll feel a different kind of happiness. bitter-sweet. =)

Wishing you a meaningful day,
J


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Sunday, October 21, 2007
1:57 PM


Received Miss Yeoh's message for me today...She has been my twin soul for the past 8 years. she's the only person, who knows my so well, who's been with me through thick and thin, cried with me, laughed with me. itz really sad to accept the fact that she cannot continue the journey with me on my way to my future. but i'm sure that our friendship won't just end here, on this small island. because no matter where i go, i'll always remember the teacher, the friend, who has taught me so much about life. and i know that it'll take a really long time, before she can forget me, haha.

Words can make the most wonderful effects, alright. but our friendship is far beyond that. I know that she'll agree to that.

Take care, my friend...


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Thursday, October 18, 2007
9:58 PM




Today i accidentally pressed a few alphabets on Jack's conversation window. gave me a heart attack. It has been my habit...to open Jack's conversation window when he comes online, but never once did i say anything to him. it's seemed so natural...ok, enough about him, haha.

my days to trinity is drawing closer. i remember the days at trinity when i had been together with prashant and deborah...it has been the best days in my life. guys, remember those times when we attended drama classes? and oh, we'd skipped class to have lunch at the union house...and jeamme...she's such a different person, from whom i thought she was...i was so wrong...in fact, i missed her, even though she's studying in my school. but the feeling's different...haha, if u get what i mean...

Found that i'm starting to babble...i think i've told u guys about this tonnes of times right? lol...sorry if i've bored u! hahhahaha

J


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Wednesday, October 17, 2007
5:06 PM


Not being a very active person, my childhood days might not be as exciting as my friends'. More than once, I have wondered what happiness is like...Then i remembered how I had loved to linger at the beach when I was much younger. This particular piece of memory has never failed to make me smile. I could still play back the whole thing in my mind. Danny and I were daring the sea to go rougher and the waves to wash us away...as if the sea and the waves really did understand us...we'd yelp and shriek when the waves really came after us. It has been a long time...since i had last shouted like that, laughed like that. Back in those days, I had sometimes imagined myself building a tree house at the beach, just to feel the salty breeze on my face, see the gulls spread their wings...Which is why i said, one of my paths towards happiness - simplicity.


Jass


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Sunday, October 14, 2007
6:11 PM


prash, if u still visit this site, this is to u. I'm sorry that I only update my blog after...like...a century. And thank you so much, again, for creating such a cool blog site for me! So i guess there's no point continuing to talk about my birthday, now, is there? hahha...

well, anyway, I've begun my final countdown...7 weeks till i leave school...frankly, i can't wait to graduate from high school. If i ever agree to what the Americans said, that'll be "high school life sucks". Of course, i'm not gonna complain about it here...this is my "cheerful" site. if u guys ever wanna listen to my complaints, u can visit myspace at msn. After I graduate, it'll be a whole new journey for me. I'll no longer be the old Jass, protected by my parents, sheltered by the perfect home. in fact, i'd have to learn to live with imperfection. being a perfectionist wears one out. i'll be on my way, seeking...true happiness.

Funny though, the idea of living on my own and being independent not only doesn't freak me out the slightest bit, it has made me feel delighted. everyday, i watch myself being transformed into another person. A stronger, tougher, more adventurous, more courageous me...i most definitely favour the change. to me, it's always better to fall and falter and learn how to get back on my feet again, than being protected all the time. it's high time...to bear full responsibility on the choices i make, my life, even my mistakes. It's like the saying: And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.


Happy 17th Birthday! :)





Tuesday, April 17, 2007
10:42 PM





yo! know who i am? lol...what a ludicrous question..:P as you should have noticed by now, this is my first blog entry. Anyway, this site is my birthday present from Prashant...thank you very much, Prash...
Anyway, celebrating my birthdays had simply been a habit. Frankly, the excitement of celebrating had been long gone, so this year i had planned nothing beforehand, despite the fact that I'll be leaving for Australia next year (if I'm lucky :P)
Early in the morning my cellphone was overloaded with sweet SMSs flowing in. But.. the moment i stepped into school grounds, my day went downhill. Today we're not talking about those though. XD Anyway, by 6p.m., I dragged myself home, too tired to think of anything. When i opened my eyes, all i could see was a really cute mini cake. Even though it's not my favourite tiramisu, i was genuinely happy that at least mum and dad tried to do something. It had definitely liften my spirits.
After a hearty meal at the hawker stalls and a stroll in Gurney Plaza, we went home. Mum and I were chatting in the room when dad burst in on us. My vision focused on the tiramisu sitting on our table when i hurried out of my room to find out what was happening. Turns out that the candles had sent dad running to us in panic. The wax was dripping onto the cake so rapidly and yet i was rooted to the spot. They REMEMBERED. gosh, it meant a lot to me. I had never had any real surprises since i am so smart, lol just KIDDING.. this time, i was so excited that i blew all the candles in one breathe before i remembered to make a wish. lol. The 3 of us had never taken so many pictures in one day....Mum bought me a pair of fitness gloves and dad...well, he paid for every book i wanted :P i KNOW~ it's so nice... i spent nearly RM 150 on books that day

(.....To be continued)

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Sunday, April 15, 2007
3:24 AM



to my dear dear dear classmate aka good friend kah yan, happy 17th birthday! may ur wish come true and good luck in ur future endeavor =)

by -kc-


Happy 17th Birthday! :)




Hey Jass aka “FIREFLY”, Derk Wen aka “DUCK” here just wanna wish u happy 17 birthday and may your wishes come true and may God’s blessing be upon you :D. Oh yeah, good luck in your SPM examination this year. A VERY important examination that will change our life…FOREVER!! XP . STUDY STUDY but then again a smart person like shouldn’t have any problem with it… so smart… XD. Anywayz



HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!




Happy 17th Birthday! :)




HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BESTEST GIRL! Today is a glorious day, because every day that we age brings us a little bit closer to the fateful day that you COME TO TRINITY :) We'll finally be reunited YAAAYYY!!!! I miss you and all my other ducklings ever so much, and I hope you all come to visit some day...coz if you don't I'll have to hunt you all down and bore you with stories about myself. MUWUWHAHAHA. I hope you get lots of wonderful presents, and that you have a spectacular year this year so that I can see you at Trinity in February.

Best wishes always and lots of love,
Joey Joe Jo Shabadu Junior II
xoxo


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Hey!! you ROCK!!!! yea.. i know that school can be tough.
School Sucks. Sorry to say that. Haha. But we can get past
school. See past the patheticness of it all. Someday, it will be
possible. Hopefully, on this birthday, you'll realise new things
new ambitions, new ideas, a new side of you. Happy Birthday.
Good Luck.

Jamie


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Someone's getting old and ain't that a good reason to celebrate^^ Happy Birthday and remember to be happy ^^
From Joey


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kah yan, nothing much, just wanna wish u a happy birthday but sorry, no gift :P I m glad to know a good friend like u. from shi yee.


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Hey Jass! Finally you've reach the 17th year for being a Homosapien.
Wish you stay healthy, smart and pretty throughout the year!

Happie Birthday !!!!!

From Sp


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Saturday, April 14, 2007
10:15 PM


Dear Jass,

Happy 17th Birthday! Enjoy this last year in high school and may u remain happy and cheerful. May God bless you with good luck and hapiness. Our friendship was formed within 2 weeks at trinity, but it will take much more than that, if at all, to break it. Hope we can remain friends forever. Enjoy this special day. Good luck for your examinations!! :D

Yours truly,
Prashant

P.S hope you like this blog.


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